6 days and many mosquito bites later, my longest week ever in unit is finally over. It sucked but its finally over. Only got to go home this morning and I need to go back tonight. =( Besides that, I cannot really figure how the mosquitoes at the guard room never get full. I have like easily 30-40 bites all over my body and its very itchy. Crappers. And the programme of the week was super draggy, kind of reminded me of old days. But yeah, now all I have to do is go through 2 days and what I have been waiting for will just arrive.

[ A sign of insecurity I guess, or more like in present conditions, it was more of an admittance of my weaknessto myself, the inability to accept the facts. It was not a virgin encounter definitely, dreams of this variety, though this time, it was one of escalated magnitude.

The fear, the helplessness, the familiar emotions. It felt so realistic, so possible, and yes, painful. It was the first time I was glad to wake up to realise I was in camp instead of that dreadful position. But then the harder reality hit me. It was 4.38am. ]

But on the good side, I guess this saturday duty was the best deal I could get. At least I got too book out on friday for a few hours, while other people have to stay in on friday nights for saturday duty. Didnt get to go home, but had a good meal and then went for a little walk with my dad at Vivocity. Was kind of nice cause I cant really remember the last time I did something like that.

Besides, I had a new game to play throughout the whole saturday afternoon. So I guess it was pretty bearable besides the lack of sleep. But then again, this time it was with all the people I know. Next next sunday, I cannot imagine. But that is a long time later. I know what I have to look forward to now. BLOCK LEAVE! 6 days of freedom. Geez I am excited, especially since I didnt see the peeps this weekend.

Just 2 days.