Okay saw this on Faizals blog and he claims it to be amazingly true. And so I tried it lah. You can try it too at http://www.colorquiz.com/. It is like based on the order you choose from 8 colours. And after a 2 minute break. You choose the colours again. Not a memory test lah. It is a personality test! Well here are my results.

Your Existing Situation
Seeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness.

Hmm. Perhaps the test is starting to be slightly reliable. Abit of this is true I guess. At times. But nope nobody in mind. Sadded. XD

Your Stress Sources
The tenacity and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties has become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand his ground. He feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to him and from which he wants to escape, but he feels unable to make the necessary decision.

Ahha. Another true thing. I feel this describes my JC life well. But do not feel unable to make the necessay decision. It is just that I have no choices, no decisions. NRP too.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow himself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing him to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being.

This I am not exactly sure. Yeah sure I am anti social at times but I dont fend off conflicts. I just lack security and fear of being not accepted. Perhaps thats the disturbances hahax. Last line cross cross cross. I still have my joys and pleasure. Sure thing.

Your Desired Objective
Feels that there is little prospect of achieving his hopes and therefore surrenders himself to a life of sensuous ease, free from any problems.

Not true. I think I can achieve. But I will like a life of sensuous ease, free from any problems =P

Your Actual Problem
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond his capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. He attempts to escape from this into a stable and secure environment in which he can relax and recover, free from any further demands on him.

Sort of true. Especially NRP. When I feel totally unable but I admit to my inadequacy. And yeah I escape. All the time.

This tests seems worth doing. Just 3 minutes. Perhaps I will try it again some time. You should try it too.

Had to report to school normal time today. For what? I dont know. Cause Ms Sathya wasn in school today. So I think attendence wasn even taken. Well, we first were attacked by an onslaught of Esther Lais address. It wasn so bad lah. Pretty short. Sweet.

After that, we returned to class. Got back our report slips, travel declaration forms, OGL forms and remaining promo papers. My results were GP B, Chinese B, Econs E, Physics C, Chem C, Maths C. Nick and Andrew didn make it as OGLs. A pity that they were forfeited of their chance to shine just because of poor grades. Im sure that they will be wonderful OGLs. I dont see the point. Firstly, who would study during the holidays and the first week of school anyway. Secondly, we are giving the freshies orientation not lessons.

After lessons, we stayed back to lepak a while. Play cards while waiting for missing people to appear. After that we went to Downtown East. I wanted to eat BK breakfast. The giant omelette sandwich thingy is just shiokadelic lah. But damm. No more breakfast by a few minutes or so. =[ Ended up eating prata with Terence.

Then we went to book the chalets. I just remembered there that need a 18 year old minumum to do the registration. And I was right. But we managed to get the details. Now all we need is someone to do the stuff. I think the chalet just got cheaper. =]

Now that we were done, couldn decide where to go. Was between going somebodys house and movies. In the end went to Bang Bangs house. In case you were wondering who Bang Bang is, well not Bam Bams cousin at least. Well a clue? Okay. What activity makes the sound Bang Bang? SHOOTING! Okay lame. So we went to Shutings house lah.

They went there to play mahjong. I first time playing so had to learn. Picked up quite quickly. Was quite fun actually. Though a bit tiring. Won 3 times. XD But actually my mum doesn really like us to play mahjong. But I dont understand. I believe as long as no money involved, Im okay. Well okay I will play less then, or at least play discreetly. =X

Shuting has two cats. But only saw one today. The black one. The differences between dogs and cats? Well, cats are everywhere. They are super fast and agile. So they can be anywhere on your furniture. Dogs remain mostly on the ground. Well Shutings cat also like very scared humans wheras my dog will rush to people. And her cat also seems to like dont care what its owners are doing. In its own world kind of feeling. Haha. And her cat can be missing. I guess its common cause nobody seems really worried. But I guess I still prefer dogs now.

Have to write out my OP on proper flash cards today. And maybe some Chinese revision. But I got a feeling Im going to watch more episodes of Goong more than anything.

Haha.

Terence house is nice. The living area is very well arranged that gives a feeling of a big area. Although he seems so mud, his house seems very chinese. And his family is pretty chinese too. Funny. Haha. Tried to install O2Jam for him. Downloaded and installed. However he has no luck. There seems to be a problem. No music playing. Tried to install directX but that didn help. So I guess he has to play without music for now.

Went for the bash after which. Reached early around 5.45 so sat outside school to wait for the rest. Yvonnes and Huiling and YongHuang came. Then we waited for more. And we soon realised we were only waiting for LeaYee. Hahax. Big shot sia. Actually the rest were on bus 3 lah. But they came over through the school by the time Mr Green came.

The bash was a big disappointment. So much publicity for a pathetic party. The so called buffet was a variety of chips and sweets. And i even forgot to take a lollypop before i left. Humph. Tried to watch abit of the programme lah. The emcee was quite good. First was some kind of dance which i did not catch as i was lepaking outside. After which was some funny thing. Four guys and four girls on stage pretending to be part of a band. We carried ZhiQian on stage. Haha. Then we jeered him when supposed to cheer. All in good fun lah. No offense. After that was some Fear Factor. Smelly tofu, durian in milk and fishing marbles out of frogs. Think only the last one gave some challenge but it seemed easy for the contestants.And then some catwalking thing. Then I left. Well the highlight of the party? Johnathan burning his shirt. Which was a pity. I was saying it was a nice shirt before that. So for that failure to keep things safe, the party is minus minus minus.

Went to eat with the Yvonnes, Shuting, Huiling, Jungang, Nick and LeaYee at block 201. Nothing eventful. Just ate and slacked around. Oh ya, Yvonne Ng won the PSP. Which is like wow. She is one lucky girl. Congrats.

Later the rest of the class came over. Iris won the forth prize a water bottle. They ate and chatted while the three of us were singing songs at the other end of the table. Suddenly felt emotional lah. Dont know why. Then went home.

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Met FangLu at the party. It is wierd. I guess can say due to the distance, I like had the tendency to go up to chat with her abit lah. To catch up and stuff. Was more natural than ever. But then again, she seems more foreign, like I dont know her more and more. So good or bad being in different schools?

I broke my choker. Denans birthday present to me. The wing fell off and I have a feeling im still missing a leg. Though im not sure how it really looks like orignally now. Yeah it is just a choker but due to its significance, I somehow feel I had not cherished it well. It somehow forms a link to my friendship with Denan. It seems like I do not cherish the friendship as well. It was a mere accident but I cant help but get this feeling. Im sorry Denan.

I miss my friends.

Yeah! I have finally completed my I&R. Well its just first draft so I dont really care. Currently over the word limit by 13 words, its 520 right? But never mind. I will edit it if I feel like doing so. If what I just hand it in. I feel more liberated now.

No watching of Goong today. Have to go Terence house to fool around before the bash. Haha. Oh yeah I have pressure now. Realised that there are 2 people lining up after me for the disks. Watch watch watch. But not today.

Oh no. I spent 5 hours watching Goong today. Finished disk 13. What about my I&R? I dont know. Dont feel like doing it now either. Help!

It is bad to oversleep. You wake up with your head feeling full of air and the rest of the day goes on. Well that was yesterday. Went for project work at Kenneths house.

Basically we fixed up our prop for the skit a.k.a the television. Yeah its the diaper box. It looks reasonable I guess. After which we practiced Q&A. Wasn very eventful.

After PW went to Terence house to pick up Goong VCDs. Yea yea yea. Finally can watch like free le. Watched episode 7 and 8 yesterday.

Today is I&R day. Or else I will have no time to do it. And I still dont know what it is about. How depressing.

buh bye for now~

Went to nicks house in the morning to meet up with him and his group. Was abit extra lah since they were doing pw but never mind. Im used to it =X Played abit of O2Jam before setting off. We were going to be late and so we changed the time to 11.30pm without informing all. Zongming did not follow us. Met Jungang and Zhiqian at Pasir Ris MRT. Jungang looks better. But only from far as soon I realised.

Finally everyone assembled at Bedok MRT. Initially the guys from Pasir Ris MRT station were trying to take up 9 seats with 7 people. So that the other guys can hop on and have seats. Then we realised the timing was wrong so had to get off. Okay people who were there were Andrew, Nicholas, Lee YeaLea Yee, Shuting, Jungang, Zhiqian, Yonghuang, Huilling, Iris, Yvonne Low, Terence and ME!

We were headed to Queensway today. Took the MRT over and stopped for lunch at a coffee shop near the station. Had porridge with a few guys. Then we went over to Queensway shopping centre. Walked around and looked at stuff. The stylo milo black with green design shoe I saw last time was still there. Quite boring actually. Haha. Shopping when you know you are not buying.

After that we had a hard time to decide where to go. In the end headed to Marine Parade where there was almost everything. Took a long bus ride there. Was not bad lah this bus ride. Quite relaxing. There was a funny guy on the bus. I think he abit crazy. Keep looking back and smiling. Luckily he got off without any big happening.

In the end we did not stay at Marine Parade but went towards Katong instead. There goes my hope to feel the sea water with my feet at East Coast. They still could nto decide. Pool, LAN or karaoke. Went to check out KTV prices. Ended up stopping suddenly to eat Katong Laksa. LOL. So random my class. Did not eat lah. Wasn hungry and dont really fancy laksa.

KTV was quite cheap. But no space. So we had to play pool in the end. Some guys went for LAN. Pool was fun although I was terribly off form. Very fun to team with Terence lah. Just make you laugh all the way. All the random jokes and a cannot lose attitude. Very liberating.

Had to go home after that. Mum was already making alot of noise as I was supposed to be home by 5. So early sia. =[ Well I guess I had some fault too. Oh well.

buh bye for now~

Project work galore today. Met up early in the morning to do some practice. But actually did only skit practice and the rest of the time was spend looking for rubbish. Actually is the box to make out television lah. Some nice diaper box. Wonder what its doing in school though.

After Chinese lesson, we began dry runs. All the groups will be presenting today. We have to sit through every presentation and ask questions during Q&A. Besides that, each group will be assesed anoher group. For my group I think Johnathans group assesed us and we assessed Eddies group.

Okay highlights of each group if I can remember.

First to go was Nicholas group. Lets see. First presentation of the day so was pretty awake. Zong Ming is very cute when he present lol. I mean like cute cute and not cute cute lah. Andrew was funny. He has this cheesy smile plastered on his face and when I see him I also smile. Then he blame me for making him laugh. =[

The next group is super zai lah. I mean like woah. Okay actually it was my group. Being the second group is not good actually. Bad for the nerves. Its like we did not expect Q&A at first so when you see the previous group ending their presentaion naturally you get ready. And then the Q&A was bloody long. So you have the flight of the butterflies.

I screwed up abit. Ms Sathya is super sharp. Cause I missed one point on my slide and immediately I was shot about that in my Q&A. And I was fired at continuously for some reason. I was almost EE. Something about being too stern. Working on it.

I think my group did the best job although it could be due to biasness. But well what I think matters in my blog. Kenneth got EE! Nice one. And good job guys. Funny skit.

Next up was Muay Thai. Terence was doing his smiling routine as usual. Zhiqian was EE. Yvonne wasn too bad. MaoTian was okay also. They didn do the live demo. =[ Hehe knew their slides pretty well from all the kachaoing I did when I had nothing to do. The one and only slide with animation. Interesting.

Forth was Chaos Theory. Iris was good. Jungang has improved. And credit for doing the presentation even with swollen face. Get better soon yeah? Yongsheng. Johnathan was good. Very steady. EE. Jianxin never fails to amaze me. He is so natural. So naturally EE too. Competition to my group. And they got beautiful backgrounds too. Pity that their content abit wierd. Abit stuck between chaos theory and education.

Fifth was Eddies group. Yay finally can start assessing. I assessed the non Q&A part for Eddie lah. I think the group improved. The last time I was almost put to sleep by Frederick and Sheldons double attack. But alot of improvement. Though Frederick can work on his tone and reading off the cards. Yvonne didn really notice. But she was really good at answering my question. Sheldon was good. Eddie was quite good. Except he also quite alot of reference to cards so limited hand gestures. And watch the errrs. But he was damm funny during Q&A although unprofessional. Haha.

Last was Huilings group. Sorry but I was already sleeping. Perhaps it was the last group. I didn even pose any questions. Lets see. Bernard gave a good attempt but his speech too long lah. Yonghuang had a very nice soothing way but his floating effect was funny. Huiling was good but needs more projection. Choir girl leh hello? Ronald was quite good. Not bad Jackie Chan uncle version of the word chinese too. Xp Alan. Didn notice much too.

Okay so the end of OP dry runs for today. Just apologising if I offended anyone with my barrage of questions. Just trying to make life more interesting for myself.

After that the class went to eat at McDonalds. I had dinner at home so just go sit sit. Jungang wasn eating too due to his swollen gums. But I recommended him oatmeal milk to cure his hunger haha. Vonn Ng had some gastric problem halfway. Hope she is okay by now.

She was escorted home by Jungang and Terence lah. After that the class did our favourite past time. Stand in the middle of no where and yakk. Yak till 9 something then finally decided to move.

Tired sia.

Al, your true color is Red!


Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you re ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice. Impulsive is your middle name. You dont wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isnt in what you're doing, you wont be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. Thats why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you re feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

Just a random quiz in my mail i decided to do. What a coincidence. Check out the test tube i was holding in the picture further down. Anyway, today was the day of the photoshoot. Went to school at around 8.40pm to lepak. Went to disturb Terence pw group at the library. Well I was actually helping them lor. Since my group has nothing going on at all. Which is worrying by the way. We have not even practiced our skit yet.

Tried to do Terence hair for him but screwed up. His hair is longer than i expected with short sides, and it kind of auto stands as well. Oh well time to think of a new ambition.

The shoot was fun. Sort of. Alot of acting and stuff. I guess there are only two possible chances of me appearing in a photo in the college magazine. One is behind Terences close up shot and the other one with the guys in the chem lab. Oh plus class photo thats three hahax.

in the chem lab..

The OP dry runs were cancelled today due to excessive CCAs. Yeah! I was not much in a mood anyway. So basically slacked around which got pretty boring after a while. Nick got advanced. Double yeah. Means s202 will be together for another year now.

Went for bowling training after which. Azlyna brought pineapple tarts! Todays training wasn so smooth sailing. Had alot of changes to do. The release and five step. Yeah no more four step. My release is still highly unstable. So i brought home my bag to train. If I find the time that is.

Found myself moody upon reaching home. Why? I wonder why too. Perhaps it was pure exhuastion. Perhaps something more. It is the kind of feeling that makes me just want to listen to all those songs. Yeah I mentioned a few days ago I did not want to listen to those songs anymore. But then again, it is a vicious cycle. When you feel in this mood you want to listen to the songs. When you listen to the song you sink deeper. And you want to listen more. Wierd. I even feel like crying.

Goong was sad today too. Alot of missing each other. Why dont he just god damm call her. LOL. What the hell. =[

Supposed meet Terence at 12.30pm but I was late. Well not so late. I was expecting to take 3 to tampines but instead decided to take the mrt. So reached about 10 minutes late only.

He was lepaking somewhere so had to wait for him when i reached. Suddenly saw a guy who looked like he was wearing McDonald employee uniform rushing towards me and asked me to board the bus. It was Terence lah. Maybe the shirt image a bit wrong today.

Anyway we ended up taking 65 from Tampines to Harbourfront. Did a lot of sight seeing but no eye candy. Was trying to sleep but no luck. So I was pratically dying for the whole 1 hour 37 minutes. Its a record man. My longest bus ride in Singapore. Wow. Initially was terrible. It was cramped and noisy. Later part at least can stretch out in the back and make alot of noise ourselves.

When we finally reached there, saw a whole lot of Willy Wonkas going to Sentosa. Wonder whats up? Anyway we met up with Zhiqian Huilling Lixian and Jungang. Vivocity was jammed packed man. Everywhere in Harbourfront actually. The only reason I was glad I took the bus was when I saw the people jammed in front of the gantry exit of the mrt station. But the planned had to be scrapped. No more Vivocity. Hello Bugis.

Met Nicholas at the MRT station and Shuting on the MRT on the east-west line. Then finally met Yvonne at Bugis MRT. And finally everyone was assembled. Pretty much. We went to Pastamania to grab a bite. Some of us. Me nick and jungang were just there to help people jia liao to their pasta. So nice right? Too bad they did not appreciate. =[

After which we went to the movie office to check out shows. And decided not to catch anything. Sian. I knew Bugis was boring if you did not watch movie. And so we circled the place. Shopping. Terence arrived after making a detour and he did not look so McDonaldish anymore. Opening his shirt was a good decision. Walk walk walk.

Oh we neoprinted but no mood to upload since im using my labtop. Anyway Haoyi (s201) joined us. And we continued walking till we arrived at some shop. The shop where u can string those beads together to become stuff. Didn bother since my handphone did not permit me to hang anything on it. Till i get a handphone cover with a zip at least. They took damm long there. Me terence and Jungang decided to check out the arcade then. Oh yeah nick and Zhiqian left early.

The arcade was renovated (suagu me). Lan was $2 but no mood to play. So I and jg challenged each other at the now primitive daytona. Guess who won? Most people are like playing Maximum Tune and Initial D nowadays lah. Daytona has been downsized to two remaining machines. How sad. Also played Crazy Taxi but it was blooody slow for some reason. Bleah D license.

We could not decide where to go now. Wanted go Terence house but in the end did not. Opted for dinner at KFC after which took the bus to waste time. Bus 12. Stopped at block 201. The guys saw Shuting home. Wonder if she got into trouble. Heard her brother or somebody shouting duno what lam zai (guys) and jungang was saying something about she die already or something or got 3 guys. Okay Im not sure at all. Forget I said that.

Shuting messaged to thank us and we did the simultaneous replying thing that we did before to yvonne. Went to look for a toilet after that at the petrol kiosk. I duno why. I saw the guys toilet as girls toilet. And jungang and terence did not object violently. So we ended up touring the kiosk before going to the toilet I first saw. Exhaustion maybe haha.

I parted company to take 17. The bus took eons. Im glad to be finally home. Tomorrow got College Magazine photoshoot. Hope it will be fun. And yeah bowling training. Want to try out the non locked guard method. Fruitful day ahead.

Today is one interesting day. Well the day mainly revolved around oral presentation dry runs. Met at 7.45am with my group members. We proceeded with some discussion which until now I have no idea what it was about. Then we finally got constructive and rehearsed. I guess I was pretty okay except for the time limit as well as the laughing bug.

During the dry run with Ms Sathya it was about the same problem. The laughing bug hit me twice as hard. But I learnt something. Something about the pronounciation of my s and t. Could be useful but how to work on it I have yet to figure. Other than that it was pretty good which I am surprised.

In fact my whole group was pretty good. Ms Sathya quoted us as examples to yongsheng lol. How we are super actors and not ourselves and ask him to act also in a hope to get him to speak out. Nice try ehh =X

Well some highlights of the dry runs I watched.

1. Jungang can speak softer than Iris
2. Johnathans group has power backgrounds! (credit claimed by Iris)
3. JianXin is super good at presenting + he was smoking through(wow!)
4. Yvonne Lows group had a technical failure.
5. Terence is a cheeky presenter o.O

Well thats about all for OP dry runs. Actually I watched only 3 groups thats why the highlights only has 2 groups in it. Eddies group was uneventful. Yeahh.

Had TJC paper for Chinese lesson. Was just smoking through. Not much mood.

Some of my class people went for OGL interview today. Was supposed to laugh at them but could hardly hear anything from outside the windows. Only heard the cheer about the fan. Which I heard as bang bang bang instead of fan fan fan. Or perhaps I did not really hear but was influenced by Kaihua lol. I hope all of them get in. So that Orientation 1 2007 will be more of a blast.

Oh yeah theres this spiderweb at the grass patch outside the C block classrooms. And a spider soon as I noticed very very late. Heres a picture.

Tomorrow supposed to go Vivocity with my class people. Not much news yet. Just received news of a 4V outing to go ice skating. First come first serve. So I have to turn them down right? Anyway ice skating does not make me so enthusiastic. Lets just see what happens.

I cant stand it when some people thinks Im obliged to any plans they make.

Today is a bad day. It started a bad day. I opened weiqiangs email and I am pronounced half dead. I&R by tomorrow? That is like crazy! I dont even half know what is I&R! I know, I have downloaded the sample but still? I need a brainthunderstorm, badly.

And I was expecting to slack along preparing the OP for tomorrow only. Sigh. Now what?

Yesterday was an immensely boring day. Stayed at home basically watching tv, sleeping, eating and using the computer. Nope I did not watch reality tv. Enough for me there. Today I can predict the same scenario. I thought more people will be playing games after the handing in of WR but Im wrong. In fact even my group is more in operation than during the WR.

Was trying to watch the episode of goong i missed on friday on youtube. And I realised something. The episodes they have on youtube are much longer than the ones on tv. Like the friday episode which is episode 10 according to 8 days is like the later part of episode 7 and beginning of episode 8 on youtube. But well I didn manage to watch finish the episode anyway. The streaming just gets stuck halfway on some parts and i got frustrated in the end.

I should stop listening to love songs. It makes me feel lonely all of a sudden. Sure I have friends but thinking of your friends while listening to sheepish tunes like that? Yuck yuck ewwwwwwww pui pui!

So Sick by Ne-Yo

Mmmm mmm yeah

Do do do do do do do-do

Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that Im alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Cant come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

But its the only way I hear your voice anymore

(its ridiculous)

Its been months

And for some reason I just

(cant get over us)

And Im stronger then this

(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

Im so over being blue

Cryin over you

And Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have

Thats marked July 15th

Because since theres no more you

Theres no more anniversary

Im so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

Thats the reason Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

Let it go

Turning off the radio

Cuz Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

(why cant I turn off the radio?)

Said Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

(why cant I turn off the radio?)

And Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why cant I turn off the radio?

(why cant I turn off the radio?)

Why cant I turn off the radio?

Not so relevant after all. My point is just that Im sick of love songs haha. Not thinking of any old times or anyone. My heart is a void now. Xin ru jing shui.
Surprisingly. But yeah for the better.

Just read nicks blog. And suddenly I feel like writing again.

Nick has not done well in his promotionals and may be leaving the s202 gang.

Nicholas. First met him on the 3rd day of orientation 2. He was in my OG. There is something different about this guy. Realised it on the day of MMM. This guy has an enthusiasm that is special. Remember running after the beach tram and he was like leading and the people were like wow he runs fast. He just makes you want to befriend him better. And he left a pretty deep impression on me although he left early that day.

Second week of school after JAE posting. And *poof* he appears in my class together with a bunch of regulus 3 guys. And so we were given a chance to be better friends. Interestingly we live 3 blocks from each other and he is 3 days older than me. Due to the close proximity in living, we had much opportunity to have time together, going home and stuff.

However I guess something happened along the way. Perhaps it is just me. I am kind of anti social every now and then and need my private space. Having a friend living near me is just not so suitable. Like in the mornings when I most of the time prefer to just listen to music. Perhaps I felt restricted. Began to grow some distance.

J1 itself is a huge journey. From the days I hang out with Andrew and Nicholas to the days now with Jungang and Terence. It is amazing how stuff like that happens. However I am not the type to forget old friends. Still try to spend time with them every now and then.

But i guess I am not doing a good job balancing stuff. It is terribly hard. When i came to JC, I vowed not to forget my sec school friends. It have not forgotten them but there is just little time to spare I feel guilty. JC is amazing. You can actually get this feeling when the person is in your class and you see him everyday. Perhaps its just not giving him enough concern. Its the selfishness of wanting to be happy and overloooking others problems.

It is only after I read his blog that I am overcome by a wave of emotions. Sadness. But I understand that seperation is part and parcel of life. I could cope with Faizals decision. So now i must do the same.

Nicholas. Your entrance to my life has enriched it greatly. Your constant education on shoes and sports. Although you may leave next year, just want to let you know that you be a friend forever. Step up and say hi to me if you see me around. In case im in a state of anti socialism and lack self confidence. Good luck in whatever future endeavours you may embark on. Have faith that you will do well. Work hard and succeed. And perhaps we can learn the guitar together sometime.

Your friend, Alvin.

Promotional Examination 2006 Report Card


General paper A

Chinese A or B(duno how they add)

Physics C

Chemistry C

Mathematics C

H1 Economics S

Today was pretty relaxed. Physics papers were given out in the morning. The promotional exams are surprising. Very surprising. I pass those I feel I will flunk and flunk those I think I am okay. Well except for Chinese. I guess one worry is over.

Had no more lessons except for PW tutorial and Maths lecture which i ponned. Well I heard it was a waste of time anyway. And I was going to be late so why bother? Oh yeah. I applied to be an OGL. Callisto OGL. Just eww man. Lolx. Well i used my physics result to decide actually. If i passed physics, I would join. And so I did.

Slacked around in the library all afternoon. With fun rounds of asshole dai dee too. play with my class very fun. Lolx. 06S202 is truly an incredible bunch. We have our own cliques and stuff like other classes but we really gel well together too. Class spirit is immense stuff. XD Really hope we can stay together for the rest of MJ life.

Gong was interesting today. Xin went to stay at Caijings house. And finally they are starting to look like a couple. Very cute. XD

Tomorrow is PW written report submission. My group is already exceeding expectation so not much worries. Planning to go Queensway walk too. Lets see how it goes.

lol..break ass to open..

A perfect start to a perfect day. Right. Was given a chinese mock paper first thing in the morning. Half slept half did the paper. Did super fast. Then went walking with Jungang. We went to the library during lesson. lol. Oh yeah, no more half U to school. That messes my wardrobe for the whole week. It will just be uniform for now.

Well I didn exactly get back chinese today. Only 43/60 for compo. Quite good I guess. Tomorrow I shall know my grade.

GP was a sweet surprise. The essay I did not think i wrote well and the paper 2 I thought I screwed up gave me 35 each. That sums to 70. A. YIPPEE!

Maths was okay. Got a C. Was one mark to a B though. But no luck finding anything.

Did PW after school at kenneths house. As usual fooled around more. Ate oyster omelette. Drank bubble tea. Played O2Jam. Slacked. Chit chatted. But the WR was done in the end. My group is lucky to be on the right track. I heard some groups in my classes had 3 pages long of comments. Mine had half.

The haze today is bad. Around 120. I took a photo but lazy to upload. =X

Just played Gunbound with Fred, Jungang, Yvonne Ng and Nick for about 2 hours. Not bad quite fun. Was pretty on form today. Although I felt like sleeping all through Princess Hours. Oh yeah. Princess Hours going to be fun this week. The Crown Prince is going for a stay at Caijings house. Hehe. 8 days rocks XD

Yeah yeah. Going to sleep.

buh bye for now~

At around 9.20 in the morning i stepped out of the house. Was going to meet Jungang at Punggol MRT station at 10. Managed to make it a little late only fortunately. Kind of overslept. =X The trip through punggol was interesting. The HDB flats there are like uber new and condo looking. Perhaps I shall move there when I grow up. Hehe. Took the MRT to Potong Pasir. Then waited for Terence there. Yonghuang was going to come later. Terence kind of got lost but he found his way.

Walked to SA. The open house was kind of boring. Went there for the shoe bag la. And had big shit getting it. They checked ez-links la. Then the teacher was there. Inspected my card for a bloody long time. Then he asked me if i was sec 3 last year. So I just fibbed stupidly that i was retained for one year. Then I got my shoe bag. Wierd. I was in the middle of Terence and Jungang in the queue. And I got the most problem. No more going through that for shoe bag. =[

The open house was MJ-ish. Or perhaps even more boring as you would be more restrained in a foreign environment. Well met Ansley Swati and Elis. Elis like brought us about a bit since she also knows terence. Then we slacked at her booth while waiting for Yonghuang. Maybe my bowling booth is better haha. They used coconuts and coca-cola bottles. But the hook rate is higher haha.

1st 3 months MJcians..

After Yonghuang came, we went off to VJ soon. It was almost the end when we went in. But we got the goodie bag anyway. Free ice cream and free apple sodas. VJs spirit really rocks. Its like everybody chiongs to do the mass dance. Not like in MJ where we see councillors and house comm mostly. Didn meet many people i know. Saw some people but didn manage to say hi.

After which we could not decide where to go. So we slacked about at the overhead bridge near VJ. Met some funny surveyor. Then he dont believe we are J1s la. Asked alot of rubbish. Then talked alot of rubbish. Then he asked for our names. Terence was Lionel. Then Jungang said Peter. And we all laughed. What an imagination. Well so now im Marcus and Yonghuang is i cant remember. In the end jungang decided to be Terence. And we went off before Mr Funny Guy could pull any more funny questions. We still dont know his name. =X Oh yeah he knows nick. Haha.

Went to yonghuangs house in the end. Was a long walk away. He stays somewhere in the middle of kembangan and marine parade. We go there play ps. While terence slept, I and jungang played la. First was Metal Slug X. I sucked. Chiong and die chiong and die. Next was need for speed most wanted. Owned. Jungang was like using yonghuangs brothers modded evo and i was using some stock car. But his nitrous could not stand up to my skill. Haha.

Then we played Marvel vs Capcom 2. Owned. Okay i practiced this on my Dreamcast years ago. So decided to give some chance and anyhow choose character la.

The we played Winning Eleven. Jungang was busy taking out all my players while i was impressing with my dribbling. Ya rite. Haha. Well I can bring the ball around the pitch la. But when it comes to scoring. Zilch. Cross, nope. Shoot, nope. Managed to get 1-0 by penalty in first half. Jungangs tackling rocks.

But second half, sigh. He managed to score. And then stagnant. 90 minutes. 1-1. Extra time. 1-1. Penalies. Stupid Ashley Cole. I LOST! So classic england won england. LOL

Next up was Terence vs Yonghuang. Was a better game la. Rather than our silly antics. Yonghuang won 1-0 i think. Oh yeah Yonghuangs bro is a nice guy, well pretty much.

Had to go home. And a long journey by number 11 (foot) to kebangan mrt with jungang while terence took the bus.

The road home

lol..

Tired sia.

Oh yeah. Kudos to 100 posts. Long live http://mystical-warrior-x.blogspot.com Xp

The preparation for open house officially began yesterday. I admit that this job is abit slipshod, because of the lack of time and lazy. Lol. Yesterday was a pretty bad day. Many situations arose. Firstly the mystery of the missing pins. That was solved in the end. It was actually in another cupboard for bowling. Interesting. Why would we need two cupboards?

Secondly, the too short mat. Well we requested for TWO standing broad jump mats, so probably around 5 metres? We managed to get only 1 pathetic short one in the end. Too bad for scratched balls.

Well at least we found some other goodies along with the balls and pins. Deco from previous years! So our booth can be more decorated.

Ended at around 3 plus. Kind of early but there was not much to do. Well i guess open house is pretty simple actually. I put too much pressure on myself.

Well today was the actual day then. Our benches went missing after i and jungang painfully moved it to the atrium. Fortunately there were plenty of spare benches. So problem solved. Put up posters. Set up booth.

Situation two. The speakers were taking forever to come. Kenneth was getting pretty pissed but i didn see much I could do. After all we already called Azhar a few times. Understood. Who wouldn want to put to play the full effect of ones work? Luckily it came. Thank goodness.

Business at the booth was slow and pathetic in the morning. Slow and pathetic in the early afternoon. So I ended up away from the booth for long period of times. I got to apologise to the team for this. And thanks to shawn kenneth and terence who were almost always there.

Well so what was i doing? Plenty. Playing capteh. This was great. Relieval. After what seems like eons without playing capteh, its like super duper fantastic to be able to play again. Though not much competition. =x

Basketball. Shooting. Sepak takraw. The pingpong game. Eating sausages. Canteen games. Basically basically basically, slacking.

I thought it was boring although i did so much. Somehow. Was glad when it was time to close stall. Did that at super fast pace. And forgot to sign out the whiteboard. Wonder what happened to it.

Then slacked out with my class. The clean up I basically only carried one bench before it was out of stock, meaning done. Slack slack slack. Talk rubbish. Play around. Go siao siao. Okay la, I feel good at the end of the day. Maybe because of the relieving of this task. Also fun fun i guess.

Tomorrow SAJC open house? Maybe. Lets see what adventures await.

Well what have i been up to after the promos? Nothing much actually. Mainly rotting at home. Well but yesterday i continued the blogskin i began on friday. But it is yet to be complete. I found the perfect picture, nice background and done most of it but i got what you called a designers block. Im stumped on the words to put on my welcome page. Just like the Just me..And the night.. on my current.

And so i decided, I let someone else decide! So, I will post the picture here. And with your best grasp of the english language, help me write two inspirational or poetic lines related to the picture. Thank you in advanced. Hehe. Here it is.

But well today it was pretty different. There was chemistry lecture so I finally got my ass out of the house. Oh yeah theres this show at 9.30am on weekdays on kids central. Kiddo but funny. Its fun to have a second childhood, and a third, and a forth, and a........ Can laugh at all the idiotic ways they amuse kids.

Chemistry lecture was boring. Luke made it more fun, well abit. After lecture, went to play bball. Went quite well lah. Wasn anti social today thankfully. LOL. In case you guys didn know, I am a anti social. Wahahahah.

Sweated satifyingly. Well I played from 2 to around 5 if thats not enough. Then gymed for a while. But kind of got some shoulder stain. So didn do much. Then go home. And so here I am trying to while my time before the new drama on channel U starts. Princess hours, looks lame but gonna watch anyway.

2 minutes to show.

buh bye for now~

It was not the perfect ending, BUT its over!

Today is what I call a half happy day. Maths was good. At least i know i will pass that. But physics was ultimately screwed up. Got me laughing in the middle of the paper of how incompetent i was, funny.

But as I said yesterday, a bad paper today wont get me down. Cuz its over! Goodbye studying. HELLO PLAYING!

Nothing more. SMILE x 9999999999999999999 XD

The day is finally drawing to a close. I have made it. I have finished my revision. Now its all up to the luck of the draw. Wish me good luck and to all my friends as well. Gambatte!

No more revision after tomorrows paper. Yayness.

Now to watch Inuyasha and Shaman King =]

Fuck it man. Just fuck it. Im freaking stressed now. All because of freaking chemistry. It was shit. Just shit. I cannot comprehend why this is happening. I studied, I did. I revised all the bloody theory. But in the end, the bloody calculations just murdered me. Stupid chem equilibrium and ionic shit. I only could calculate initial pH if that is how bad the shit is.

And what am I supposed to do now? Of course move on and work on the bloody other two papers. Im trying bloody hard but I am just feeling the pressure more than before. What makes me think I can do maths and physics when I just screwed my best science? It is such a joke. Why? Why must it happen today? If I screwed a paper tomorrow, I would just fucking hell forget about it and get on with my play. But today, I get the bloody stress to do better in the other two shitty papers.

I slept and dreamt of chemistry. I woke up tried to study but I get freaking stressed. Its like I am rushing through, just like how I did that dumb paper. I cannot pace myself. I know I have hours to go. But I just feel that I have to do so much. So much. I got double Es for mid years in maths and physics. I cant afford to do badly for promos. I keep rushing through every set of lecture notes, but I know that is not going to be beneficial.

HELP ME! I dont want to get retained. I feel like dying. Feel like breaking down, throw in the towel. But no there is no way that the teachers will understand. They will just smile and present you with the nightmare of your day. Double trouble tomorrow. I wished I can do my paper in the classroom. Im getting phobias about the hall. I am disorientated. So close to the finish, yet im suffering more than every. An irony in every sense. Can somebody save me?

But all I hear is void from every corner. There is nobody around. This is my battle. Mind over matter. Focus alvin. I could convince myself of how tomorrow could be better earlier. I can do it again. And I can succeed. I can work hard and it will pay off. Yes. Back to studying.

Far Away, by Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case theres just one left
Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you ll be with me
and you ll never go
Stop breathing if
I dont see you anymore

On my knees, I ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I d give it all
I d give for us
Give anything but I wont give up
Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you ll be with me
and you ll never go
Stop breathing if
I dont see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause Im not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

EH! NO LINK BUT NEVER MIND! AHAHAHAHA! IM OKAY!

I am 3 days from the finish line. 4 papers more to mug for. So what will i do after this? I have made a list!

Wanna dos

1. No longer thing of academically related stuff (well except chinese)

2. Sleep for as long as I need

3. Cycle for as far as I can

4. Go bowling

5. Go play pool

6. Go to the beach~

7. Design a new blogskin

8. Try out RYL underground

9. Master more O2Jam songs

10. Laugh at people studying

11. Laugh at myself

12. LAUGH!!!

13. Pack my room

14. Get ready for the next NAPFA

15. Go swimming

16. Watch Rob-B-Hood

17. Hang out with old friends

18. Hang out with new friends

19. CLASS OUTINGS PLEASE!!

20. Learn more guitar.

21. Listen to the radio for hours (without mugging)

22. Watch endless guiltless TV

23. Play tons of computer

24. Go SAJC open house

25. Go earn some bucks

26. Settle that J2 farewell

27. EAT!!

28. sing offtune everyday

29. scare more people by fake tearing their paper

30. think of more to dos..

That should be enough for now!