The week ahead looks nice. 3 day short. Kudos to 1 day leave on friday, leaves me to go to my brothers party in peace, but yes shucks its leave, as if 14 was a big number to start with. But yes 3 days, it be over before I know it.

Hmms. First thing first, I failed IPPT! 9cm to pass and 18cm to that bloody silver. I hate SBJ you know. 18cm and I would have booked out at 4pm last friday. Oh well. Im just hoping theres no RT till the next IPPT. I dont need to burn another weekend. Rawr!

Aikes. At least life is pretty sweet to me now. With all the leave around the corner, I dont think I will get army blues for a while. But in the long run, expanding so much leave in 1 month doesnt seem very brilliant. Oh well. I have no say in this anyway.

I havent really been getting much entertainment these weekends. Its more or less walking around and just chilling. Movie didnt work out yesterday. I finally picked up my GV card though. With that and SAFRA card, GV is going to be a preferred cinema for a while.

Decided to head to downtown east for pool, but who knows, its closed down. So yes, no entertainment. But oh well, got to check out e!hub anyway. There will be pool there soon but not yet. Its really a brilliant place. Gives a very genting cross terminal 3 feeling, less the low celling. But what the hell, NewYorkNewYork, bowling alley, cathay, pool and lan, its going to be a pretty neat hang out for a while, 5 mins from home. Wow!

Pictures of the Cadbury ferris wheel thingy.

I can forsee myself going there pretty often in future. For the entertainment I need. Please some entertainment next weekend okay? Pool, movie or Jurong Swimming Complex pleasseeeeee!!!

The weeks are getting longer, and the weekends shorter. It sorts of reminds me of days in bmt again. Perhaps its due to the longer days, and the dragging of admin time, now that there is stuff at night. Its just so much better to sleep early and end the day earlier.

Sigh. But I know I cannot sink into some kind of emotional mess again. Cause this time the shit will only end in 568 days. Perhaps I was just tired. It is really shitty cause I realised how uninterested I was when I went out with the people yesterday, when they used to be my source of strength. Maybe sometimes all I need is sleep.

Well I guess I had enough of the rest now. And yes I do feel slightly better, slightly more ready. The week ahead will hopefully be more interesting, cause the week before wasnt, super repetitive and stuff. Yes it will be. Rawr. And I will survive. Just 4 more weeks to block leave. And I can have fun for 6 whole days.

On a random note, I want to go suntanning and become black black black. When are we going to jurong swimming complex guys?
Sigh. I must not be selfish.

Short book outs. It sounds crappy but trust me its not. Well it was pretty fun at least. But yeah, I get to see those at camp everyday of the week. Splendid.

The week ahead seems lousy. And going back with a uncomfortable stomach doesnt seem too helpful. Well I just hope it gets better soon. This is not a week to be sick definitely. =S

Then again I will be having music and games this week, in addition to books, so perhaps this week will be better then last. And yes no confinements too I hope. How dumb to go in with a battery-less mp3 player last week. Zzz.

So will it be a good week or a bad one, we will find out. I hope its the former.

In all fairness, I guess its my own bad, but I finally see it all too clearly. But still, does it matter? Like the twinkling of a star, it will be ever so charming. How will one not marvel at the splendour? How will one dip ones head when up above, its majestic? How will one resist raising ones hand to play pretend that one can grab the star, when millions of kilometres of cold night sky spans in between in reality?

Twinkle twinkle little star.