okay..i noe i am supposed to haf quit blogging some time ago..til 18 nov..well i failed apparently..8 days to o lvls..so im trying to quit again..blogging..gaming..the whole computer..till 18 nov..hope i dun die of stress..remember to check back on 18 nov..always remember http://mystical-warrior-x.blogspot.com ^^ hahax..till then..

GOOD-BYE!!!

as i enter my last post..before i relieve myself of this unsettling agony inside of me..i cant pinpoint it..most of it attributes to exam stress i guess..well it will all soon end..the knife shld be sharp..slide easily through the flesh..and when i see crimson..i know itz about time..JUZ JOKING LAH!

about the suicide part at least..if u ppl had realised i was being suicidal..if u tot i was cutting tomato..or some papaya..find a wall..bang hard..well but im realli so stressed up..no one understands me..everyone tinks im smart..brilliant..the know all geek from outer space..when i say i duno something..it wil end up a joke..when i tink im stupid..some witty moron wil say wad does dat make them..wadeva man..well perhaps they are juz trying to uphold my ego..cant realli decide now..unstable..

this thing is killing me..i duno how to let it out..playing games doesn work..listening to music abit..those who listen to my mp3 player..this post explains the choice of genre rite? restaurant music as SK places it..im juz drowning miself in doing a mathz etc..eases the guilt of underperforming for the last 3+ years..itz not easy being smart..what were those idiots who set the 2001 psle exam paper doing? they could haf set it harder..den i wudn get so much shit all the time..

this days..im moody..eccentric..mood swings..cranky..i need to let it all out..but how? every breath is a sigh..every thought is pessimistic..on top of the exam crap..there are probs with frenz..which is kindo solved now..guess it wasn realli affecting me much in the 1st place..cuz the stone in my heart is still where it lies..other stuff..paranoia engulfs me at times..i feel tired..2 weeks to o lvls..i fear breaking down..when the great Os begin..dat wud be terrible..argh..bear with it..after the Os are over..all will be gone..i see nirvana at the end of the day..bear with it..

my friends..please bear with me..and my rubbish..i be more like me soon..very soon..letz work hard together..and try not to be sarcastic so much..im vulnerable..and might juz take it too hard..im not as strong as i look anymore..

o well..the summary of the long piece of rubbish is im stressed..exagarated alot..dun wori my friends..juz practicing english..

buh bye for now

okay folks..im back with a post..before the greats "O"s..well to talk about the open houses..letz start with yesterday..tjc open house..

pretty dumb..itz the kind of place where all the freaking temasekians go..mayb cuz near skool..or they believe that there is some kind of affilation (no deres none dammit)..u see hordes of sec 4s..decked in their stylo milo ovaltine class tees roaming..okay enuf of the crap..jc..itz juz so different..everyone seems outgoing and spontaeneous..and they are mature..they flash their armpit hair in all directions without any mockery..well errr..juz a sudden memory of wearing sleeveless on teachers day..

okay as i was saying..the ppl there are outgoing..we got nice goodie bags..good bags actualli..the stuff inside wasn so impressive..wandered round a bit..well i got to catch up with some ex tmsians..and p skool guyz..met munhoe at the busstop..well didn noe him well so made off pretty quickly..saw sam and singwei at the air rifle range..tried a few shots..yep..i still suck..and finally saw afiq when about to leave..i tink he wanted go home with me and catch up..but i stuck with my ppl in the end..wrong or not? perhaps..

o yeah now i forgot..saw a couple walking together to tjc..letz juz say S and J..go figure..well highlight of the day was probably the adventure tower thingy..i found the name in the brochure..genius eh..well i and fz tried the pair-work thingy..dam hard..ahh..mainly i had to step on his leg to reach the higher log..den had to pull him up..we got up to the 2nd one..and me to the third one..i tink..or mayb plus one to all..well i got higher cuz cudn yank him up..mayb we shld haf waited for demo 1st..cuz realised the guy at the bottom had to jump and risk his bloody life..eye opener..

well..i actualli signed up for rock climbing..but the paper got lost..so i escaped..den there was the flying fox dat faizal wanted to try..but long queue..but no fear..theres owaes tomorrow and vjc open house..o yeah..im making it sound like i went with faizal onli..well actualli it was with edward and phira oso..denan came later..and we met up with -->S<--hingkwan and -->J<--aime ilyana..khai..etc etc..whoeva we met there..

okay vjc..woah..it totalli pwns tjc..okay dun sue me now..im scared..but i didn say wad was vjc or tjc..vermillion jokers council and tomato juice cups..doh..okay the building was totalli newer..totalli bigger..and the cut off point..totalli lower..okay..u gotta pay for good stuff..

we got some goodie bags again at the entrance..den we were brought around by this guy..name mike or sumthing..irritating..someone get me the flyswatter..well we were forced to the science labs..which wasn dat bad..another eye opener..woah lah..shldn elaborate..juz rawkiez can? all high tech seh..but the ppl there are wierd..juz wierd..

nx we were sent to the hall i tink..after much brushing off convincing to go for talks..our main idea was freebies man..who the hell can make it there..finally we shook him off at the hall..man im mean..hes nice..after which we made it to the rock wall..man ODAC activities juz rox..faizal got his go at the flying fox..and khai..ilyana..and some other of their frenz oso did it..we met them there..we is me,fz,denan..well i and denan tried the climbing rock wall..

i started off good..got quite high..much higher and faster den denan..den it got hard..hard to move up..hard to find new stones..looked down..saw denan fell..laughed to my self..but..wad goes round..comes round..i went up a bit..den suddenly..slipped..and falling wasn funny..so freaky..i swung round awhile..den my cow senses told me to grab the rope..okay..so i got the ground safely..knocked against the wall once but not hurt..legs like jello..hahax but the belayer was nice..

continued walking round..den went for the principal talk..wasn dat boring after all..learnt abit..well..end of the day..vj seems fantastic place to go..stressful though i presume..but letz not make hasty decisions now..well..hard to get in anw..okay read my other posts and guess i haf not announced..i got 9 after mod..and -2 for cca..7..so letz wait for mjc open house before deciding..but i heard mjs ODAC sux..and bowling not very good..so..well..erm..letz see..

buh bye for now

were u all shocked? seeing purple instead of green? dun worri..not ur eyesight problem..or hysteria from too much mugging..its juz me..changed the skin..cuz that this sh*t is bananas skin..is too rocker for me..i mean i play tong hua in the background and this sh*t is bananas big splat on my skin? a little contradicting rite? so well..i toned down to dis one..comments plz..hahax..

for those who cant get over the change and need to see my old skin or die..u can see it at the url i used for testing this new skin..myztikal-warrior-x.blogspot.com..no more posts there though..except one lame test post Xp..

kay..its 2am..gotta sleep now..and mug hard tml..gotta rush out my a mathz notebook..get my basics of amathz straight..and den get an A1..

buh bye for now

continuation..ydae..to avoid bus 14..i walked..to the mrt station..well after that stupid mock a mathz exam..had something to do with 14..not dat i got 14 marks or i didn noe how to qn 14 (kay deres no such qn)..it attacked me rite at the start..walk up to table..sticker on the top left corner..O14..okay..wadeva..and i saw a lamp-post number 14 on the walk too..hahax ya lah i was juz lookin too hard probably..

okay today we got back some moderation stuff..well dere was some marking errors in bio mcq..so i got +3 marks..and after a little jig with the calculator..i found out i got 71..datz a A2..yay..distinctions for all sciences..but too bad..a2 is the same as chinese..so L1R5 still..14..

well moderation results didn realli chg anything..bio got mod to a A1..so now im including it lah..so..L1R5 with 1 subject mod is 13..im using english b4 combined humans c5 emathz physics chem and bio 1s..yeah..so i haf to look out for the moderation for english and humans..it wil make or break me..but it is 100% money back gurantee dat there will be some mod dere lah..so im safely into MJ..i guess..now juz wan my frenz dere too..*prays*..

buh bye for now

okay i lied in my previous post..im blogging today..all in the name of prelims..but well we all lie everyday dun we? dun deny now..unless u forgot to sleep..report card..

english b4

humans c5

e maths a1

a maths c5

physics a1

chem a1

bio b3

all this without moderation..so hopefully tomorrow i get good news..dat every dam subject has been moderated to A1s..well i could try to sleep in class to get that..u noe dreaming is wonderful =X okay with the inclusion of my chinese o lvl results of a2..due to the disappointing bio results..L1R5...

14

okay theres something bout the number 14..im born on the 14th of june..i take bus 14 quite often..i got 14 in class for some times..2nd time L1R5 is 14 oso i tink..my index number is 14x2=28..and the list goes on..why cant i juz get 14 divide 2?? now juz look at the time of post >.<

buh bye for now

a potential blogskin in the making..well..after some editing and stuff at least..well so this was wad i was spending my day on..nuthing completed in the end..was surfing round deviantart to find some nice art dat could be potentially the blogskin of my future group bloggie..plan to put some dumb poems and stuff up there..

today is october 1..happy childrens' day to those kids out there..i know its stressful on u all these days..enjoy alrite? well its also a new month..so new plans..well this morning..i was planning to make a group blog..yeah enjoy more..but after some contemplation..i decided not to..sorry guyz..i tink our studies are more impt now..after o lvls perhaps..

well perhaps it is a sign..i dreamt of motivation camp this morning..not the useful part..just some song singing as far as i rmb..yeah but it was sure sufficient..to wake me up from this slackin spree..wake me up when september ends..

i haf started on something finally..doing bio tys..its a start..hope i hold on to this momentum..

well for this blog..i tink i am gonna take a break for a while..be back on november 18..i promise..

since im taking a break after this..i would like to wish all my friends in advance..all those warriors together with me in this battle..may we find the light to guide our way..and lead us to our dream grades..to a better place..to a better life..good luck for the o lvls..

buh bye for a while