The weeks are getting longer, and the weekends shorter. It sorts of reminds me of days in bmt again. Perhaps its due to the longer days, and the dragging of admin time, now that there is stuff at night. Its just so much better to sleep early and end the day earlier.

Sigh. But I know I cannot sink into some kind of emotional mess again. Cause this time the shit will only end in 568 days. Perhaps I was just tired. It is really shitty cause I realised how uninterested I was when I went out with the people yesterday, when they used to be my source of strength. Maybe sometimes all I need is sleep.

Well I guess I had enough of the rest now. And yes I do feel slightly better, slightly more ready. The week ahead will hopefully be more interesting, cause the week before wasnt, super repetitive and stuff. Yes it will be. Rawr. And I will survive. Just 4 more weeks to block leave. And I can have fun for 6 whole days.

On a random note, I want to go suntanning and become black black black. When are we going to jurong swimming complex guys?
Sigh. I must not be selfish.