The first week after prelims is over. Went by in a batting of the eye. Playtime should be long over. But not quite in my case. I guess I havent really got the momentum going, that is why I am not so crazy as to define linear momentum upon seeing the word momentum.

Next week will be pretty truncated. I hope things will work out better. I need to discipline myself more. But I dont really know to what extent I should do so. I know its crazy to abstain from all forms of play. All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy, whoever Jack is. All work and no play can make me crazy. And like what I said to some people, its going to be a long month. If we work ourselves out too hard at the start, we might explode before the time is even over.

The bloody As seem so close yet so far. In less than 2 months, I could be free from all this shit, like it has never happened before. And the time after As seem to hold so much promise, such limitless possibilities. And that is what I am trying to refrain from thinking about. No fastforwarding. Have to stay in tune with what is present, what is now. I guess all that has to wait, and I hope it will.

So for now, I guess I got to maintain what is called a mind of normal circumstances, ping chang xin? Lol. Okay its not easy to translate chinese to english at times. Do my most in everyday and not burn out too soon.

I hope everything will just work out.

Anyway on a random note, the LJS at century square is opened for its last day today. And it was a coincidence that I decided to drop by. Life has only been 18 years and already I can see changes all around. Childhood memories revolving around many places can no longer be relived. Remember munching LJS at parkway and century with my family when I was much younger. The LJS at parkway has long been removed and a new one built and now its time for century to go as well. Oh well. It was good while it lasted.