And so week two of revision has come to an end. In a twinkling of an eye too. Time can never be enough. But that is also the beauty of the world. If we did not have deadlines, we will spend too much time on one matter, missing out on the beauty of the rest of the world. The more time people spend on something, the higher the standards will be raised, and people will then spend even more time trying to beat that standard, what we call a cyclical chain of time wastage. Hmms. I am digressing.

So anyway, what done is done. What extra could be done is not done and should be ignored. There is no time for regrets, no space to turn around. Its just what lies infront, versus me. It is an onslaught, fearsome and terrifying, but one things for sure, it will remain scary until I defeat it.

I think this description is apt. When you are on a battlefield, back at your camp, you can pump yourself up, revise your strategies, and boost your confidence all you want. But as you step up against the defying forces, and you see the soldiers charging towards you, it is instinctive that your heart skips a beat. Your cofidence is wavered. That is exactly how it was. Perfectly fine in the afternoon, but now there is a quiver inside.

But I wont let that tremble shake me. I will contain it. I will fake my confidence for as long as I can, and I will convince myself. There is no turning back I know. So why defeat myself before I even start fighting. I must believe I can do it, and I will do it.

Two weeks. Its not very long but neither is it short. I hope I can sustain. I must rest more, study more and think less. Rawr. See me at the end of the tunnel.

Okay. Before I go, I know its cliche but heres the well wishes to my classmates, friends and anyone else going through the same shit called prelims. Good luck to all of you people, be strong and smile, the operation will be over soon.

And I have a headache already. =X