Today has not been good at all. Maybe sometimes you can tell. From the point you wake up, sometimes you just feel like crap. And thats probably how the day will end.

Lets talk about the paper first. I guess its mostly unanimous, at least among those I asked. It is a relatively difficult paper. I only completed one question quite completely, with only parts here and there done from other questions. And that one question already took me an hour. Time problems there. So I guess I have to rely on the other paper then. Sigh.

Revision for maths is not going very good. I am doing what I can but I guess somewhere inside I have sort of given up abit. Theres just too many screwed up parts in maths that I need to fix. Not enough time to fix it during the holidays. Plus a not very good teacher. I am trying. But theres this bad bad feeling inside of me. Something different from the other nights before papers. Sigh.

Sometimes there are things you can try very hard to ignore, but deep down you know it bugs you, and you cant deny it. Yet there is not much of a way you can really run away. What you dont want to see just happens everyday. And it disturbs you. It could be just you and it probably is, cause not many a soul would agree with you. Or are they just blind, having the wool pulled over their eyes, or they just dont care. Then again, why should I care? It sucks.having a crush.

Things can only get better, can they?