Its one more week to the end of the holidays. I am worried. Actually, I am just avoiding of the use of the word panic because everytime I see that word, it sends a tinge of adrenaline down my bloodstream. But yes, I am pretty much in a state of panic.

I am super messed up now. I cant even find my examination timetable to allow me to prioritise. My chemistry notes are in a mess. And that is the topic I hardly touched, except for organic. I cant really recall what other parts of chemistry there is either. Mole, redox, gases, bonding, organic, thermal and periodicity? I guess there must be more. Really, how the hell do you squeeze all this into 4 weeks?

Maths can be finished I guess, physics perhaps. I am going to rush through econs this weekend, somehow. Though I havent touched a page of it. What I really need now is that bloody timetable. And all the topics of all the subjects. At least I can get an idea of where I really stand then. But I just cant find anything. I need help I guess.

And its always when the troubles come in that all of them come together. I guess its time to let go. Really. But its not that easy again isnt it? It just doesnt seem to be headed anywhere. I am lost.

6 more full days of studying left. Shuting's birthday and class bbq. End of holidays. Save me.