I finally got hit by the disappointment today. I had never realli felt it on the previous 3 days of competition, only influenced by the rest at most. But today was pretty different. I got hit by a complete wave of it in the midst of my last game. And it was bad, so bad I wanted to give up. And perhaps I did partially, cause that score was terrible. Unmentionable.

I guess its a consolation its over. Although I would very much want to redo everything again. And hope I would do better. But then again, the odds are against me. Bad lanes that I still have no idea how to read. Poor sparing skills. Unable to handle the stress. So I guess I should just be glad its over, and put it all behind. But I am over the disappointment I guess. I am not going to quit bowling lah. Going to hide in the mountains and train new skill. Lol. And come back when I am ready. Grr.

Theres so much more to look forward to. Like the whole month of mugging break holidays. So much that I can do. All thats left standing between me and that paradise is 2 periods of physics tutorial, 1 maths lecture, 2 periods of chemistry tutorial and 1 compass principal talk. It seems like eternities to me. =( Hahas.

Cant wait. What are we going to do this Friday?

Then again, am I really letting go so easily as I said? Why do I stil feel upset?