It is indeed a lousy week. Infested with problems. Still not feeling that well. Plenty of headaches and some remaining symptoms of flu. Yesterday was worst. There was some burning sensation in my eye, pratically disabling me throughout the day. Was stoning throughout every single lecture. Fortunately its gone today, though theres tinges of it left. But still rather stay at home and sleep than to survive through lessons. I am like getting pissed off at everything.

Tuesday brought about a tricky problem. The bowling tee shirt brought up some issues. There as no stock for this no stock for that. And infomation came in slowly bit by bit. And in the end, it was settled but not idealy. It turns out that our tee shirts are going to be inconsistent in design, as in one is with zip and one is normal. Craps. And I sent 60 plus sms for nothing. And I totally dont know what is maths about now. And once again I was pissed.

I seriously dont know what else this week can bring on. I feel miserable. Cant wait for it to be over. Just today, I felt like I was being invaded by a monster. I dont understand why I am so paranoid. Perhaps there is some truth behind it. But I am just afraid. So afraid. And there is nothing I can do. All should I say, I dont have the guts to do. It might not work ideally in the end.

Tomorrow is the last day of the week. Already, the prospects are not bright. Maths and physics tutorials are not done. And did I say about the uncomfortable lump in my right shoe? My beloved new shoe. Drats. What a week. Quickly pass please, and be gone.


I do not want to be jealous either. But I am just so insecure. Afraid that you will be gone. Why am I so foolish? I need some concern too.