A simple world of black and white. If only things were less complicated. There is just a fine line between knowledge and sheer oblivion but this hair breadth spaces out in an infinity of grey. And this is usually where most of us stand, where I stand, lost in the overwhelming region of indecision and confusion. It is tiring to stay here, to keep guessing, never to know for sure. Why not travel to the black or to the white to see the clear picture?

The fact is transition is not always ugly. In the mess of grey between black and white is actually a beautiful spectrum of colours. The beautiful mess. Between day and night comes sunset and sunrise. The untold beauty. Things can be beautiful when it is not clear. And it is difficult to leave such splendour behind just to find the truth. Ignorance is bliss. How well said.

Yet, transition is but a transition. It is a medium from one point to another. It will evantually come to and end. The role I hold is like a track controller of a railway company. I could let the train travel straight in its journey to a definite ending, a plunge to a terrible ending due to the break in the track in front. It is certain. The train could slow its pace but it would finally fall into a abyss of no return. In the other case, I could switch the track for the train. The journey will take a sudden turn but the train would be saved from certain destruction. However, what the new path holds ahead, I have no knowledge, no answer. Could it be another break in the track that comes even earlier or could it be a wonderful path through the country side? It is a gamble I have to take. It would be much easier if I knew. But I will only know if I change the path first. An irony.

It is difficult to decide. To throw the passengers into a startle to give them more hope or to let them travel in a comfortable manner but to a certain end.

If only I knew what lies ahead.

How can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace.

============================================

First official post for the new skin. 200th post for this blog. This baby is getting old. =)