Today was the college road race. I am not a runner in any sense of the word. I have no stamina and I cant sprint. In fact, anything to do with stamina and legs doesn have much bridges to me. But anyway, since the house were asking for people the last time, I just somehow joined.

Well partly, I wanted to challenge myself, partly because my good friends were all joining. It is my last year in Meridian, no harm right? It is also a good chance to get the body going. Yet inside, there was some relunctance lah, basically cause I am not a runner. I really fear finishing last, being seen as overestimating myself, but well those are just mere thoughts. Didn trouble me much. I slept well last night.

And so I ran today. My position is pretty lousy as expected. 169 out of 206 people. But after some thought I think I am happy I did join. First, I ran the furthest I ever did before. Second, I didn walk along the whole stretch of the run. I did win about 30 people. And I sweated it out. So yeah, I am glad I did. And many thanks to Terence for pacing me when he could be much much much more in front. =)

Went out with the class girls and some guys after road race. It is quite cool how we are quite gelled now. But then again, how long will this last? I miss my sec school pals. Used to be very close too, perhaps closer, but now we are seperated by barriers of class and schools. It is but an excuse I know. We should learn to survive in different social circles simultaneously. But somehow I just place more emphasis on the one I can reach out to more easily. But it is not out of sight out of mind. I really hope we can meet up soon. Perhaps the next birthday would be a good opportunity. This is something I should and can do.

Valentines day is approaching. Doesn concern me whatsoever. But somehow, the same day seems to be some friendship day. Perhaps can just go out with friends then, but do I really want to see couples all around? Anyway, the school is holding some school-wide angel and mortal game. Wonder how it will go. Oh well no point guessing. We will know on Monday. Hope its fun. Hope I get a good angel, and a decent mortal. =)

Where do all the lonely hearts go?