I tried to be happy today, I really did. But its just so hard to be. Everything just seems to go wrong. I am feeling sick, inside. My throat itches and irritates, my eyes are painful, my left nostril hurts and my nose is running. But instead of outbreaking, it just stays within, slowing sapping my strength, consuming my energy, leaving me desperately exhausted, helplessly tired, begging for mercy at the hands of fatigue. And so how am I supposed to be happy? I feel like shit.

It really sucks. Really. I just feel so down, so irritated, so moody. I think it would do you more good to talk to a flower than talk to me. At least the flower may sway if a breeze comes by. I am just stone. My doses of normal songs didn work today and I had to change my prescription to a booze of linkin park instead. Never needed it for so long.

Get used to it. I would just like to apologise in advance if I dao anyone this week, unintentionally of course, and if I seem to have an attitude problem or something like that and offend some of you. Conversely, dont try to irritate me, dont talk to me, and just leave me alone. Unless... ...its really important.

I am a wreck. I look tired, feel tired, am tired. And the hair just doesn listen anymore. Its falling around, needs some snipping. And theres so much on my mind. Physics SPA and Maths test are just two of the challenges ahead. Sigh.

I need a miracle.