This is yesterdays post. Suddenly had an inspriration to blog but didn have enough time. Here it is.

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Thanks Santa, your gift arrived I guess. There is peace at home again and all seems fine. Just hope that it doesn have an expiry date.

Went to school to practice cheers today. All I can say is, very disappointing. Firstly, everyone was terribly late lah, except for that guy called Kevin, Yvonne Low and Junwei. And the practice wasn so much of a practice. They kept stumbling and had to think of new things. And soon Wadi and Junwei left and left us in a tumble of things. What happened to the Cheers Comm man? I dont remember such things in Regulus. And then the guys went into some incoherent discussion. So what can I do besides slack about, I dont fit in with them man, I just dont. Upset with us? Whatever man.

Finally managed to leave the place around noon. Went to eat at TM with the class and to meet Huiling. After that, walked around abit more before headed to our intended destination, which is the condo of Huilings godmum. Okay, they had planned to swimming. I was hesitant lah, not really planning to do so, and didn bring extra clothes either, but frederick also didn so I would be following him I decided. And in the end we decided to swim. Jungang and Zhiqian were already in. Fred was about to take the plunge when suddenly, he was stopped by a security guard. Drats. That means the whole bunch of us cant enter due to inappropriate attire. Lols. Wasted lah. The pool at Aquarius By The Park is really beautiful. In fact, it is one of the condos which I have seen with the most facilities. Beautiful swimming pool, eatery, provision shop. Wow.

Now that we had to abandon plan, we decided to head to Bedok central. Maybe play pool, maybe just lepak around. The rain began to beat down more heavily. It was raining all the while but now bigger wetter drops were falling. Luckily the girls had umbrellas and we proceeded to the busstop with 8 people in 3 umbrellas. Did we make a record? Contact me if we did. =X But we got very much wet anyway lah.

At Bedok, we went for afternoon tea first. Well sort of lah. I guess Yoshinoya wasn so filling at all. Ate carrot cake and chwee kueh. Yummy. We were sitting at two tables lah. The other table was damm slow so we began playing cards. But after a while we stopped. I sort of noticed like people looking at us. Lol. Which brings me to a question. Is it legal to play cards in public? Hmms.

Oh yeah. Time to change slippers I guess. It is far too slippery and I shouldn elaborate further. =X

We tried to find pool but it seems like all had closed down le. Ended up in Mac slacking about, chit chatting over ice cream and stuff. Leayee drinks tea funny. Lol. And so after a while, we decided to only go out again on countdown day. Trying to go someones house. Would be fun I guess. Cant wait.

Took the long bus home. Had to walk in the rain after alighting. The rain today gave me a different feeling. Usually, I be glad to have some rain to cool me off even if I was caught in it. I would very much like to avoid social stigma of signs of mental instability and just rush out to enjoy the rain whenever it fell. But today, it was different. The rain was cold, making me feel lonely and vunerable. Perhaps it is just feelings I hid inside me for a long time. Very often, I just feel periods of sudden sadness and emotions at anytime at all. Dont really know whats the cause but well perhaps it is the very much speculated topic called love. I have been abstaining from such feelings for quite a while now, and I have to admit, you feel very much happier, no worries, no incessant crazy thoughts running through the mind. However, I guess every now and then, you will still feel pangs of loneliness. A space in your heart which cannot be filled by other forms of love. I guess thats a sacrifice if you want to run away from the worries of love. Thankfully, I still have abundance of love from friends and family, to keep me happy. I will be happy. No. I am happy.

I guess I wont be blogging for a while now. Yeah, earthquakes in Taiwan, and I have been affected. Takes far too much patience out of me. So just would like to end off with a note that I hope to see everyone happy, and enjoy the rest of the holidays. Forget holiday homework! Xp

buh bye for now~