Today is a bad day. It started a bad day. I opened weiqiangs email and I am pronounced half dead. I&R by tomorrow? That is like crazy! I dont even half know what is I&R! I know, I have downloaded the sample but still? I need a brainthunderstorm, badly.

And I was expecting to slack along preparing the OP for tomorrow only. Sigh. Now what?

Yesterday was an immensely boring day. Stayed at home basically watching tv, sleeping, eating and using the computer. Nope I did not watch reality tv. Enough for me there. Today I can predict the same scenario. I thought more people will be playing games after the handing in of WR but Im wrong. In fact even my group is more in operation than during the WR.

Was trying to watch the episode of goong i missed on friday on youtube. And I realised something. The episodes they have on youtube are much longer than the ones on tv. Like the friday episode which is episode 10 according to 8 days is like the later part of episode 7 and beginning of episode 8 on youtube. But well I didn manage to watch finish the episode anyway. The streaming just gets stuck halfway on some parts and i got frustrated in the end.

I should stop listening to love songs. It makes me feel lonely all of a sudden. Sure I have friends but thinking of your friends while listening to sheepish tunes like that? Yuck yuck ewwwwwwww pui pui!

So Sick by Ne-Yo

Mmmm mmm yeah

Do do do do do do do-do

Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that Im alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Cant come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

But its the only way I hear your voice anymore

(its ridiculous)

Its been months

And for some reason I just

(cant get over us)

And Im stronger then this

(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

Im so over being blue

Cryin over you

And Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have

Thats marked July 15th

Because since theres no more you

Theres no more anniversary

Im so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

Thats the reason Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

Let it go

Turning off the radio

Cuz Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

(why cant I turn off the radio?)

Said Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why cant I turn off the radio?

(why cant I turn off the radio?)

And Im so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin you were still here

Said Im so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why cant I turn off the radio?

(why cant I turn off the radio?)

Why cant I turn off the radio?

Not so relevant after all. My point is just that Im sick of love songs haha. Not thinking of any old times or anyone. My heart is a void now. Xin ru jing shui.
Surprisingly. But yeah for the better.