"We regret to inform you that your team – Team d’amore’s application and proposal for seed-funding through Citibank-YMCA Youth for Causes is unsuccessful."..dat was wad came in the dreadful email i was waiting for..the reply to my application for citibank-ymca youth for causes..and yes..the disappointment does come..and the discouragement..thats the end of it..

wad am i to do now..i do not noe..try to pursue the same proposal somewhere else? or juz dump it aside? after all im kindo overloaded now..nrp is gonna explode into full swing soon..perhaps its good..i duno..

interview for bowling com is nx monday..voting on wednesday..wad do i do for the interview? hmmz..perhaps i could tell them how i was the leader for citibank-youth for causes..which was a failure..yeah sure..at least 1 thing is gd..if i dun get it after wednesday..i can make it for class com on thursday..which is probable..shawn and derrick are fighting for captain too..and vice cap is gone..where am i next to them? i do not know..

i hope life picks up..im sick again..sore throat..leading on to headaches..perhaps after this illness..life will be better..

life is beautiful..