tone is pessimistic..yes it is..everything seems gloomy..everybody seems pissed..or troubled..my house is upside down cuz of the dog..so many weeks le still duno behave..idiot..sometimes i duno if life was better back den without him..but there was the o lvls den..cant compare..but o well..a pet is for life..live with it..

its a long day..although i haf been home all the while..im supposed to go out and get those grad stuff for good..but ya doggie stuff is holding everything back..wad a mutt..there this worry..thousand of what ifs..what if i cant find a affordable blazer..wad if cant find this..wad if cant find dat..wad if my whole grad nite is screwed up?

i duno..i juz wan this day to b over soon..juz so many things to worry bout..friends telling me how they might not b going for grad nite cuz cant find clothes..2 so far..close dear friends..haiz..wil grad nite be the same without them? i duno..

i guess things can onli get better..there can onli b hope..when i go out later..there will be the hope of finding good nice clothes..hope that my friends wil find theirs somehow..hope that this boredom wil b gone..

some how..i haf all the time in the world now..i didn wish for it back den im sure..i was juz hoping for the os to b over so no studying..but without studying..nuthing to do..except go out and this dumb machines in my house..i hate a virtual life..

well..so im hoping for this day to b over..for tomorrow brings new aspirations..i wil b going biking..my best way of releasing it all..

buh bye for now