today was a stark contast to yesterday..wasn used to the slow pace at all..luckily i slept till 11+..so had those few hours less of boredom..plan was to do some a mathz tys on functions..but didn happen..went on to watch that spiderman 2 vcd dat has been lying there for ages..finally found the time..and boredom to put the disk in..but things didn turn out well..lele decided to give trouble..and I was too irritated..with that furball as well as the non interactive movie..zz..after disk one..i hopped off the couch..

after lunch..headed onto the com..still bored..maplesyrup wasn entertaining at all..watch the exp bar slowly climb..geez..2 hours past..didn lvl..i duno wad I was doing..was checking round pplz blog more of the time I guess..wasn really focusing..friendster is cocked up as usual..sigh..im juz like a bottomless pit today..so unsatisfiable..sometimes I wished I knew the problem..

life is really a wierd thing..there is no break..even when u are supposedly having a break..u still affect ppl..there is no BREAK! if u do something..u affect ppl..if u choose not to do anything..u affect ppl again..and u have to be very sensitive to what others are feeling..but then again..its not easy to read ppls mind..not wad they think..wad they feel..difficult for me at least..or so i learnt after motivational camp..abd to appreciate ppl round u as well..but well i guess its better to know then to live a life of oblivion..the creator of the phrase ignorance is bliss is a idiot..okay..this is totally unrelated to my above boredom..hahax..i duno why i wrote this..but well..backspace needs a rest..below is a little display of my lousy poetry..enjoy..

Maple leaves swiveling in the sky

In my heart forms the question why

Why do I lower my head and sigh

To find the answer was a fruitless try

I have fallen into the eternal abyss

I am finding it hard to exist

But walking through the evening mist

I know im in control of this disease

Tomorrow is a brand new day

Time to choose a better way

Throw all my frustrations away

Just like the teachers say

STUDY!

What the hell..didn turn out well..lol..o well I guess at the end of the day..im glad im alive..for those who follow my blog really closely..i had added music..and removed it within 24 hours..wasn my kindo music..thanks faizal for allowing me to use your music for those hours anyway XD o yeah and finally i lvled..hehe..some screenshots..>>

buh bye for now